Fear

Sometimes I'll be trying not to think of anything important, when the thought runs through my mind; what if I go through all of my treatment, only to have the cancer re-occur? This is a devastating thought, and I always try to push it out of my mind as an irrational fear, but it isn't. I'm sure I'm not the only cancer patient to have this fear, but that doesn't matter much to me. I just don't want to be paranoid for the rest of my life.

love,

Cj